As you may be aware, on Wednesday 15th May, various amendments to the Criminal Justice Bill are likely be voted on in Parliament. These could have a big impact on abortion laws in this country so please pray hard and make sure your MP knows how you want them to vote. Some of these amendments would result in abortions being legal up to birth for any reason.
We will be joining with other pro-life groups from around the UK for a united rally in Parliament Square, London, SW1P 3JX, at 11am on Wednesday 15th May. We encourage you, if you are able to get to London to join us under the banner of “No to abortion up to birth”. We want to send a consistent message, so please only use the signs and banners that will be provided. Please save the date and I hope to see you there.
Once the Eucharistic consecration happens at mass I sometimes sense tears. My heart repeats to me ‘Oh my Jesus’ as I sense the guards hammer nails into Our Lords body. Jesus doesn’t fight, he slowly cries like a soft whimper because of such cruelty. The altar is Calgary; in my soul it becomes Calgary. He cries because many are manhandling his body like the guards did. The devil has created the conditions for the church to self-destruct and cause Jesus pain without realising this is happening. If only we knew.’
Fasting can also be called redemptive suffering. When we purposely neglect what the body requires we are closer to Spirit closer to our true self. It strengthens you spiritually and we identify more with Jesus. Particularly in his ability to accept suffering and not retaliate.
During May of this year for a small period I went through an internal suffering which was only calmed by fasting. Jesus allowed me to stumble towards this truth.
There are different types of suffering;
1 is internal where Jesus places the burning inside needed for souls
The 2nd one is outer events where people who live in the world and do not love Jesus will target you. Their behaviour against you is gradual. This has manifested in bullying at work in my case. I’m now having to take temping work. I’ve decided to do this because with temporary work I can go from job to job like I did when I was a young man. In a permanent position you are kind of trapped. At first everyone is nice then after three weeks more genuine dynamics settle.
The other solution is to stay secluded but as a husband I cannot do this.
In all these cases fasting alleviates these experiences but particularly with internal suffering. During 2019 My wife was told of a saint called St Bartholomew. There are saints in Heaven we don’t know of. He suffered in the mind and asked us to pray to him.
It’s telling that Jesus fasted for 40 days before the week of his passion. This was to prepare and strengthen his body and mind to accept the barbarity and cruelty that was to come.
If one can master the Litany of Humility that’s an effort too. Then we can smile at our enemies who tempt us.
Saint Thomas Aquinas (d. 1274) said: “Out of reverence towards this Sacrament [the Holy Eucharist], nothing touches it, but what is consecrated; hence the corporal and the chalice are consecrated, and likewise the priest’s hands, for touching this .
My dearly beloved daughter, the greatest pain that those who love Me must endure is that of darkness of the soul.The more you join with Me and in Me, the more I will suffer within you.For when I reside within your soul, the more you will have to endure pain because of this.
When a soul becomes part of Me, in full union, and when he surrenders his will to Me, the more My Presence will be evident in that person. He will draw down upon him the hatred of others, he will feel My Own sorrow as he has to witness the unfairness, injustice and wickedness because of sin in the world. His senses will become acute, his understanding of spiritual matters – borne as a result of suffering with Me – will reveal many things, which will awaken within him a deeper understanding as to the battle that exists between God and Satan.
He will understand what has engulfed his soul, his body and his senses, but this does not mean that he will find it easy to accept. The human intellect is not capable of understanding all that is of Me or all that comes from Me. But if he will trust in Me and accept that all good comes from Me, then he will enable Me to grow within him, for the good of all.
I can achieve great things when you allow Me to reside within your soul. So many people can be given My Gift of Mercy when you allow My Love to spread in this way. It is through the victim soul that I can intervene to save the souls of others. Always accept that when I present the Gift of Suffering it brings great rewards for humanity as a whole. My Mercy is My Gift to you. Accept the different ways in which I work, with graciousness, for the pain of being in union with Me will be short-lived.
Accept Me as I Am, and not as you think I should be.
The restrictions of 2020/2021 seemed to have collectively damaged the minds of people. It’s like a form of PTSD caused by restriction of freedom.
My wife and myself have heavenly protection. This produces a noticeable reaction when we are walking out and about or I’m alone in the streets. Young men glare at me with a look of death, like they want to kill me. In a way this makes me smile because Its confirmation that Jesus is with me. People around you who are full of sin and who do not like Jesus will have a spiritual allergy to you. When I’m glared at I glare back and stay calm. I know I’m safe and feel that especially more if internally praying. Continual Hail Mary’s on loop in hostile situations really repels evil.
In my last job and current job I’ve been bullied but when I say an internal hail Mary these people’s actions and interactions with me are blocked and muted. A rosary creates a freeze in time, you can hear a pin drop. Once the prayers stop with worldly distractions the crazyness resumes…..cue action hostility.
In London on a civic level people have lost their humanity towards eachother. The PTSD and ‘me and my concerns and needs’ over rides everything. I sense a boiling civil disorder like the ones leaking out in twitter.
Local Catholic churches become more protestant as fellowship amongst people is promoted but not proper reverence to the Eucharist. The boot boy eucharistic ministers diminish priestly roles as they walk across the altar as if they were gliding around in their own front room. One thing to remember is that the tabernacle resembles the second Jewish temple. Only a saintly priest could approach this holy area once a year to be near to God’s presence. This is devalued now in the modern mass with these eucharistic ministers trampling about sacred ground. When I observe them in reality they seem like the thugs of Golgotha under the guise of ‘ being helpful’. A sinister intervention into the church to diminish the Eucharist without us noticing. At mass I’ve also noticed congregants opening up their arms during the Our Father. This I find infuriating. It’s not Catholic tradition. We have our sacraments thank you and that as all we need. At mass I’m their for Jesus not other people.
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