The Sorrow Jesus feels.

The biggest revelation when Jesus first spoke to us was his pain heartache and sorrow at feeling left out.

Our humanity and love is given to us by Jesus so his reactions and feelings are viscerally human. All humility and love comes from Jesus. Our Lord Jesus is left out in the cold knocking on the windows but people either do not hear or refuse to be bothered. Jesus cries out saying:

‘ it’s me I made you, I love you and I want you to love me. I cannot be content until you love me in return’.

I have met some Christians who think Jesus can get along ok without humans. That is not what was shown to us. He is in sorrow at being ignored. He is literally in tears at the state of the world.

2019 was a pleading almost repeatedly begging from Jesus for his children to wake up. I think now it’s gone beyond pleading.

I put together some images with Jesus words to try and convey this.

Daily prayers to say during a time of trial/suffering.

Please pray:

1.The Litany Of The Precious Blood (to redeem purify)

2.Litany Of The Saints

(for protection spiritual assistance)

3.Litany of The Blessed Virgin Mary

( to guide support protect)

Say daily with your Rosaries and Divine Mercies!!!!

My wife and I lived in a place and area that was unpleasant for about 2 years.

Once we were able to move to a nicer place we realised it was a period of punishment for past sins. To expiate on earth rather than suffer in Purgatory.

We said the above prayers daily as well as daily mass. These Litanies are excellent for a time of difficulty.

Glimpses into The Passion.

On Palm Sunday Jesus entered Jerusalem meekly on a donkey showing us a victory. Through his suffering he took on our sins and paid a price for us all. He then conquered death clearly shown in his resurrection.
Maria Divine Mercy in a message from Jesus mentioned a carnival atmosphere. Crowds of people some of them who were poor, had been allied to Jesus but were now easily controlled by the temple elite to turn against him. I sensed this during my prayers that this was the case. I had a glimpse of people running about or walking fast . Poor people were swept away given the permission of authority to run wild. How this must have broken Our Lords heart. The very people he had loved had their hearts turned against him. People from all over the holy land would have witnessed this as many travelled to Jerusalem for the Passover.

I had previously mentioned in a blog that Jesus was hoisted up on the shoulders of roman guards and then thrown against a wall. This was a mocking reversal of the entrance only made the previous Sunday. It has become clearer in my mind that they carried him like they were mocking Our Lord as King. Only to then throw him against a wall. Jesus was shoved and thrown around like he was a piece of meat. Many felt welcome to take part in being cruel to him.
I received more glimpses tonight during prayer. I saw the Pharisees or Sanhedrin laughing with roman guards in a groveling attempt to get them to be more brutal. Like when someone nudges you on the elbow and points and laughs. The temple elite showed themselves as calculated and the romans didn’t care for human life.
The last glimpse I have received was a side view of our lord on the cross and his hair was matted and wet from blood and sweat. In the background residential parts of Jerusalem can be seen. 
What is clear despite the physical cruelty was the mental suffering that Jesus endured. The mocking, the rejection, the loneliness and betrayal all contribute to the most awful suffering that anyone could endure. Like seeing your Father or Brother brutally beaten and tortured and not being able to intervene to stop it. 
Jesus was treated like a hated pariah in a carnival of horror.

December 1st 2020

Our Blessed Mother:

My Son was tortured beyond belief.

Q: Did they throw Our Lord against a wall?

Our Blessed Mother

They did that

On suffering and Victim Souls…

Jesus has in the past mentioned to my wife that we are both victim souls. Since May 2019 when the messages began my wife and I suffered two periods of suffering at the same time and with the same intensity. These bouts of suffering were very difficult as this experience was new to us both. We resisted rather than be accepting of Gods will.

Over the last few days this suffering has returned with burning intensity; I am going through this alone this time. The way I would describe it is like one is burning internally in fires of purgatory. Every part of me feels on fire. You wouldn’t outwardly suspect that I am suffering but it’s unbearable enough to want to pull my hair out. I find myself crying during The Rosary but it’s a warm soothing crying with tears gently falling.

Jesus mentioned to my wife in the past how the saints of old ‘relished’ suffering as they knew it would help God save souls. I find the more I resist the pain the worse it gets. If I accept with relish and offer it up it feels more manageable. Rejection Of the suffering is turning away from Gods will.

More lately Our Lady has been giving my wife messages after The Rosary. I have noticed other prophets have been receiving more messages from Our Lady. This could mean we are approaching a decisive time where Our Lady will be more active. Our Lady spoke to my wife the other night giving me advice to accept my portion of pain that God has given me and to not run away from my life.

Prayer and suffering for souls.

Early on in our mission Jesus said that he specifically needed me later on. Our Lady also repeated this.

Last week for two days my wife and I underwent a suffering . I can describe it as a mental suffering without it being psychiatric. Gloom but without depression or self hatred. Then I started saying many divine mercies which eased our suffering. I’m now praying more divine mercies than ever . Suffering is a prompting for me to pray now as prayer stops the suffering. It’s like a mechanism. During June of 2019 Jesus also said he would put people our way to pray for.

While out and about today I got off the bus and straight away got chatting to a man. There was no awkwardness, it was like I knew him. Amongst the chat of discussing how strange the world is getting he mentioned that he has leukaemia. I asked him if he prayed. He looked at me puzzled and said ‘no’. I told him I would pray for him then said goodbye.

Going home getting off the bus the same happened again a woman told me of her aneurysm. She also mentioned that she had just begun working in an old people’s home. She also said she didn’t care about the damage smoking was doing to her.

In the last month I’ve helped old people who have fallen over in the street or I’ve helped them get out of a taxi outside a hospital . I realise now what this all means.

I have heard it said that divine mercies are used for souls who have died or about to die to help their souls. I believe these people could very well pass soon. Jesus wanted me to pray for them so he could use that prayer for them.

Suffering and prayer is almost an unseen science. Jesus needs them for souls. Our valuable contribution in prayer is a big help for Jesus who more than anyone wants souls saved. He just needs some help with all our prayers.