When praying from the heart I receive a signal grace. This is always with the rosary and not the divine mercy.
The signal I used to receive would be a sudden ‘jolt.’My head would move to the left mainly. This always happened when I deeply focus in prayer on specific intentions or if I deeply visualise each stage of a rosary. I get this most strongly with the sorrowful then the glorious and least so with the luminous mystery.
Since June 2021 these signal graces have changed the jolt was replaced with a calm pressure on the centre of my forehead. This is a pleasant feeling. A newer signal has been a grimace: my neck stretches and face grimaces.
Over the last two weeks when I focus on intentions during the sorrowful mystery I receive a strong grimace. When Putins face appears in my mind I get a very strong grimace. It happens instinctively.
This strongly indicates that heaven desires specifically sorrowful mystery Rosaries to mitigate Russia.
On Friday morning while I was still in bed, Jesus appeared to me. He was in a sorry state and quite disfigured. He showed me a great multitude of priests, regular and secular, among whom were several high ecclesiastical dignitaries. Some were celebrating Mass, while others were vesting or taking off the sacred vestments.
The sight of Jesus in distress was very painful to me, so I asked Him why He was suffering so much. There was no reply, but His gaze turned on those priests. Shortly afterwards, as if terrified and weary of looking at them, He withdrew His gaze. Then He raised His eyes and looked at me and to my great horror I observed two tears coursing down His cheeks. He drew back from that crowd of priests with an expression of great disgust on His Face and cried out: “BUTCHERS!” Then turning to me He said: “My son, do not think that My agony lasted three hours. No, on account of the souls who have received most from me, I shall be in agony until the end of the world. During my agony, my son, nobody should sleep. My soul goes in search of a drop of human compassion but alas, I am left alone beneath the weight of indifference. The ingratitude and the sleep of my ministers makes my agony all the more grievous.
“Alias, how little they correspond to my love! What afflicts me most is that they add contempt and unbelief to their indifference. Many times I have been on the point of annihilating them, had I not been held back by the Angels and by souls who are filled with love for me. Write to your (spiritual) father and tell him what you have seen and heard from me this morning. Tell him to show your letter to Father Provincial…”
These words were taken from the book entitled: “Padre Pio of Pietrelcina Letters 1” , letter number 124.
We used to attend a particular church for a good number of years on and off. The priest says a good mass but gradually he veered towards eco liberal thinking. He promoted the church as fighting social problems and less about the salvation of souls.
A few years ago at mass a full chalice of the precious blood was accidentally spilled .There was an audible gasp as the blood sprawled across the white marble. As I went up for Holy Communion the blood looked real, like red blood; I felt sadness for Jesus. The altar resembled , in part,the aftermath of a murder scene. This symbolic act was shocking to witness. It seemed like the church was ignoring this tragedy. To them it was just wine but this red liquid had the consistency of blood and it was spilled by a Eucharistic Minister on the edge of the altar.
When my wife first received messages we attended this church daily. Early unusual events were connected with this church. While praying at the rear of the church Jesus allowed me to view something in the spirit very quickly. Above the head of a Eucharistic minister I glimpsed a hammer and sickle in bronze.
An interim priest from abroad would give the permanent priest a break for his holiday during the summer. This priest allowed communion on the tongue and was properly reverent to the Eucharist.. This continued into the post covid era . I sense he is afraid of the sitting priest .Jesus told us the sitting priest sees it as ‘his church’.
During the covid era like many Catholic Churches there was an immediate capitulation to health guidelines. Some of these guidelines I appreciate but any directive which lessens reverence towards the Eucharist in my view, is from the enemy.
Nowadays proper reverence excludes receiving on the tongue. It is perceived as heartless, risk averse, selfish and extreme. Such trads are now seen as bigoted and a threat to public safety. They must be ‘selfish and heartless’…’how could they love Jesus’….they are ‘not Catholics’ .This confusion creates the idea that the only and most reverent way of receiving the Eucharist is now on the hand.
For two years we avoided this church but would attend during the summer as it is our nearest church.
Nobody receives on the tongue and hasn’t since March 2020. So for two years this particular church has allowed sacrilege in the name of public health.
Recently while I was waiting in line to receive the Eucharist the replacement priest dropped the host. He pressed the host fearfully and delicately towards my mouth. The host fell on the floor ,so I politely asked the priest to please pick up the Host. Others had received on the tongue and the priest in between would clean his hands with anti bacterial gel. This also caused the host to stick to his hands when he administered on the tongue.
I viewed this as symbolic: the ceremonial fear based hand gel washing had become part of the mass. Fear and God cannot co exist. The enemy had a grip of fear for two years and who was I to come along and have it my way? I thought to myself it was an achievement to receive properly in my local church after all this time.
From Our experience of Jesus He is gentle and patient but we cannot make demands on Him because he is God. It’s the same with The Eucharist. The Holy Mass is Galgary. We must not think we can grab His body. He is God we must have respect.
In the past my wife has asked questions but gets interference because it was not on Jesus’s terms.
The Priest is designated by Jesus to administer His body respectfully.
We cannot grab Him. This is what is causing him to suffer. He gave us free will but this is an act of disrespect. We are doing things on our terms not His .
Maria Divine Mercy has said in early messages that trad Catholics will be seen as dangerous extremists in the future. Quite clearly pandemic restrictions have provided the vehicle for this to happen.
The assault on the Eucharist since March 2020 parallels the increase in evil in the world since that time. Also the world now stands on the edge of tribulation due to two years of darkness because hardly anyone receives the Eucharist the way they should.
Such a cruel deception to guide Jesus’s own flock into hurting him in the name of ‘ public safety’.
As Jesus said ‘ They don’t know what they are doing’
After 10 am mass at the Holy Rosary I grabbed the chance to speak to the Bishop .We spoke just outside the sacristy, the priest was within listening distance. I mentioned the value of the priest collecting the chalice from the tabernacle rather than the Eucharistic minister (which hold the hosts) . I mentioned I thought it was less reverent if a Eucharistic minister did this.
He disagreed and made no eye contact with me during this discussion. The Bishop saw no difference between priest and Eucharistic minister performing this function.
At 5.00pm we spoke with Jesus and I asked him about these issues:
I thank you both for praying now and asking to speak with Me. I know life can be tough, and I know sometimes you may feel uneasy or unsure about things. Please know that I am in your midst and I will help you. You just need to call upon Me.
Husband: Dear Father could you speak about the Bishop from earlier?
Jesus: This was something he did not want to discuss, he felt it was irrelevant, but son you
tried and I am pleased and I thank you. My church is not as it once was, it will only get worse.
July 11th 2019
We went to 10 am mass. It is the feast day of St Benedict.
Father mentioned how the Benedictine rule was a protection against ‘extremism’. H felt this was a veiled remark due yesterday’s attempt by H for more reverence to be shown to the Eucharist. A line was obviously crossed. We are ‘extremists’ for holding on to the tradition.
2.21pm after Rosary:
Little Prophet: hello Father
Jesus: Hello My child. I’ve waited for you today and now I have you.
Little Prophet : Thank you Jesus, thank you .
About the Priest:
He was not that happy that My son spoke to the Bishop.He is not a priest to be approached, but I want you both to continue to go there.