Today while walking around the supermarket I felt the need to get some items hurriedly and leave. Once I had gathered some food and left the store I was given a grace of smiling which I had on my face all the way home. This happens occasionally. Maybe I look crazy or weird to others who walk passed me.
I felt inner peace but as a man of spirit I sensed what is now behind the veil. I can’t see this but more feel this. I’m sure many Christians do now. The darkness behind the veil is all pervading. A dark syrup of evil drips over the world, covering it and blocking out the light of Jesus. As Jesus has said to us if it wasn’t for the love of his followers he would have switched the lights off.
I see such unhappiness and increased violence amongst young people towards eachother. Do humans any longer hope to find any kindness or humanity in eachother I wonder.
This is also manifested in Satan’s hurrying agenda to destroy people. To make them unlike what God created and masking that experience as some kind of emancipation.
Much prayer is needed. These evenings my wife and myself in our rosaries are praying to end: Abortion, Woke liberal cancel culture and any new repressive liberal agendas. We can target our prayers on specific issues. As easy it is for us to be weary about evil we can remember to pray that God removes these evils.
I am your Mother little children.
I want you to love me .
I want you to be with me.
I am with you,
children be with me
and I will always be with you.
I bless you both,
I bless you .
Sometime in early January some spiritual disturbances occurred at home. At night my wife’s ankles would be touched and she would look around at me and I would be asleep. We have a rabbit called Maisie that jumps up on to our bed but it wasn’t her. This went on for a few weeks because my wife didn’t want me knowing as I can get obsessive about things. During this time during the night my stepdaughter’s bedroom door flung open three times. With this she was frozen in a paralysis part awake and asleep state. My wife had also felt a presence behind her shoulder.
From 31st Jan to the 8th of Feb things became more intense. I had felt a presence on my bed near me. I closed my eyes and in a quick flash showed two images. One of either Satan himself or a chief demon under his command and a spirit sent to bother us. This creature looks human but has highly set dark eyes very thin dressed in a normal human clothes. His skin colour was Arabic. I just remember him being very thin. For a week he brought confusion, anger, anxiety, division, conflict and accusation which permeated into my workplace.
My boss has been fine with me since October but suddenly made a beeline for me sending very negative emails and became an outright bully. This has given me worry and did block my prayers. During prayers most of the time I get very deep feelings and a knowing that it is useful and has power. I visualise each part of the rosary and my head jolts to the side as a signal grace. When the prayer comes from the heart the jolts are stronger. During this period of worry, I couldn’t get my heart behind my prayers.
A friend kindly sent me a video about Christina Gallagher and in this film Our Blessed Mother recommended we say three rosaries a day. I said these daily. As I was praying one night I got these words in my mind ‘You are being tested’. I also said prayers from my catholic deliverance book to clear spiritual disturbance on Friday 4th of Feb. At night I placed St Benedict crosses at the end of our bed and played Litany of the saints in Latin on loop as we slept. Disturbances at home have stopped since deliverance prayers. Just in case we keep the Latin prayers on loop at night.
At work on the 8th I stood up to the bullying manager and defended myself. I wasn’t going to be bullied as it creates such bad morale. I shouted back at her and pointed. After I felt great as no one has stood up to her in the team and she has a despotic hold of fear on us.
I know during this period of 31st Jan to Feb 8th it has been very testing. I could feel the heaviness of evil in the atmosphere in the streets as I walked home…like there was no air almost. Today has been the first clear day and the general atmosphere is lighter and more spring like. There will be more testing times I’m sure. It may have been a suffering that God needed for souls.
I’ve noticed several Catholics on Facebook who are suicidal and some are struggling to pray so I suspect it is a wider thing. Luz De Marias message last week mentioned that the atmosphere is thick with evil.
If anyone else has had a similar experience, please let me know in the comments section.
I’ve been using this book for five years now. It has been an invaluable aid in my prayer life. I would grab one if you can.
This following prayer is great to say before prayer sessions: