Admittedly when I see errors during the mass it can make me quite angry. Jesus I’m sure does not want this. He is the judge. Our prayers and fasting are needed now for priests. Fasting on a Friday just water ….no stimulants ,just water until 6pm. Ideally a day in prayer.
Also a tip that came to me once that when in a confessional box is to say a quiet internal Hail Mary for the priest so that he can obtain graces to guide him.
From St Paul: ‘ 5 Don’t you remember that when I was with you I used to tell you these things? 6 And now you know what is holding him back, so that he may be revealed at the proper time. 7 For the secret power of lawlessness is already at work; but the one who now holds it back will continue to do so till he is taken out of the way‘
For over fifty years I’ve lived in London. During December and January it can get windy. I’ve never heard the wind howl and whistle accept for two occasions. One was December 2019/January 2020 before the widespread outbreak of Covid. Also at this time there was tension between Iran and USA .War was diverted due to prayer and sacrifice of allocated suffering souls across the world. I believe this howling is a battle in the unseen world manifesting. The wind has been howling and whistling again tonight.
Last Saturday I was sitting on the bus and was wondering about Benedict hoping he would be recovering. Then the very sad news came through that he had died. Over last weekend I felt so sad for him like millions of Catholics around the world. Due to his frailty he became a fading symbol of truth and tradition. The tears I cried gave me some realisation that I hadn’t had before. His role for the last 9 years had become Christ like in its suffering. Similarly Padre Pio obediently suffered at the hands of the hierarchy of the church he loved. Benedicts suffering we would not know about and can only guess the form it took but I know for sure he was suffering. Jesus told my wife in 2019 that he was suffering tremendously/he needed prayer and that he would be martyred. Now this does not appear to be the case as it is presented in the news. I believe Bergoglio has the power to be protected by the media as well as control activities within the walls of the Vatican. After all He is the head of state.
Dr Taylor Marshall has touched on something which I believe is inspired from Heaven. This is that Benedict was the Katechon. The Katechon is mentioned in Thessalonians as the force or individual who would ‘restrain’ the AC. Once this was released there would only be the prayers of the remnant to mitigate or block. I know that someone had mentioned that St Joseph would be the Katechon from Heaven. I’m not sure who had mentioned this. Its interesting to mention that Benedict’s real first name was Joseph.
This brings me on to the issue of suffering. I believe Benedict willingly took suffering upon himself and was ultimately martyred. I believe now Jesus is distributing this suffering amongst the remnant. I believe this suffering would be to enrich and change the Remnant by suffering. Much like when glass is made only possible by fire. Parts of the personality are shifted around then removed causing a struggle within the individual as they are forced to embrace humility. Resisting the cross you’ve been given will only cause more pain and even boiling anger.
For me it started on the 31st December. I get waves of intense suffering then it goes then comes back. I had this December 2019 for three months. I believe it’s a portion of Jesus suffering. It’s easy to overlook the psychological suffering Our Lord endured and still does because of the physical wounds we associate with his passion.
Jesus suffers right now because of two reasons:
1 People have turned away from him and turn towards sin instead
2 Abuses against the Eucharist which are intensified now and are about to worsen.
When Jesus first spoke to my wife he kept mentioning his pain and suffering. We didn’t understand at the time. It was like a person locked out in the rain with nowhere to rest and everyone was ignoring him. Awful for Our Lord and he feels this now.
Maybe Benedict being taken now could signify a new zenith in the abuses towards Jesus’s body in Eucharist. I’m sure there is a link there.
During late 2019 and early 2020 my wife and I were requested to suffer for a couple of months. Looking back now I know it was to avert war being planned at that time. For much of this period I wasn’t working so my contact with people was limited. I’ve been employed since October 2021 as the Lord wanted this from me as previously there was a curse of ‘ unemployment ‘ over my life. During periods of unemployment I tried everything to get work and no response would come. Now I can click on an employment website and get an interview quickly. This didn’t occur for five years before Jesus removed this curse. Now as Ive gone out into the world the suffering continues but in different forms. This suffering is an exterior happening with attacks from people towards me. This has manifested mainly in my last job with accusations,investigations which were all proven untrue. All of these things caused me a lot of anxiety and impacted my health. When I was not loving Jesus and lived a sinful life people respected me and wanted to be my friend. Now I must say people are unpleasnt to me. It’s cool to not love Jesus hence this is why Christians appear untrendy to the sinner. Being a sensitive suffering soul my ideal environment would be to be around quiet calm Christians on the same page. Alas the chaos of the world doesn’t allow this. People react to me in strange ways. One common one is young adults who are living in much sin; they struggle to make eye contact with me. As you know sin is no longer seen as sinful; it’s now the default way of being. On buses if it is very busy people will not sit near me. I would have a spare seat next to me but still people would rather stand than be near me. I kind of chuckle about this as it gives me space anyway. On a spiritual level I know what is going on. Behind the veil demons occupy nearly all the space. In busy areas if people do not live in a state of grace demons harass people’s minds with irritation anger impulsive thoughts etc. Also if a person who lives a sinful life and doesn’t love Jesus is near someone who does the demons will encourage that person to form an irtitational anger or dislike for them . These thoughts lead people around also in busy high streets when they are shopping. In the middle of November this year my wife and I spent time in Borough Market in central London. There is so much colourful distraction that pulls the mind and heart in different directions. In amongst all of this a poor homeless man sits on the street looking sad. We approached him, gave him some money and a rosary. He happened to be Catholic and floods of tears fell from his eyes. We could of cried with him. He said the money wasnt important to him but the rosary was. From there we walked to the milenium bridge. I had an exorcism prayer book with me. My wife and I walked to the middle of the bridge and I said a powerful prayer. Outwardly it would appear that I was just reading from a regular book. Before the prayer began the bridge was packed with manic shoppers and tourists. Halfway thru the exorcism the bridge began to clear. I noticed it and my wife did too. It was quite miraculous to see .This proved that the thoughts of many people are occupied by demons. These demons guide people in chaotic ways. So you could say the ‘world of thought’and ‘beyond the veil’ are one and the same. This is partly true. It was an ambitious prayer effort because the biteback was two weeks of depression and anger. Despite this risk I’m happy to battle. These bitebacks are scratches that heal over time.
A big thank you to my friend in America who donated the rosary that made this man’s heart smile.
In conversation with someone recently they asked me formally ‘ are you looking forward to Christmas’.I mentioned it would be nice to relax at home but I also said that most people ignore what Christmas really means . I tried to use a symbolic example for this person to understand. I said’ imagine if there was a big party held in your honour but for some reason you were forbidden to attend the celebrations and the organisers of the party made sure everyone never mentioned your name. On top of this the party goes ahead and everyone is having ‘fun’ This person had never thought of it that way.
Jesus is locked out from his own birthday celebrations. His name forbidden.
30It will be just like that on the day the Son of Man is revealed. 31On that day, let no one on the housetop come down to retrieve his possessions. Likewise, let no one in the field return for anything he has left behind. 32Remember Lot’s wife! 33Whoever tries to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life will preserve it. 34I tell you, on that night two people will be in one bed: One will be taken and the other left. 35Two women will be grinding grain together: One will be taken and the other left.”e
It occured to me today the probable prophetic significance of this. At Mass it’s mainly a wealthy and elderly laity influencing the priest .In some cases they push the culture of fear to block others from receiving the Eucharist on the tongue from a priest. My wife and I are allowed to receive on the tongue from the priest but are told to come along at the end. ‘The last will be first’. We are not seeking to save our physical lives but nourish our souls with the blessed body of our lord Jesus. Fear should not be in the house of God. Jesus wants to feed his children as they should be fed. The wrong Catholics are first in line at the moment. They have their mortality, family legacy and money to worry about. Most covid mortalities are in the over 70s.
These fearful and influential Catholics have a similar angst that the secular apocolyptic eco protestors have. They worry about their physical death and not the soul. They worry about their genetic legacy.
Jesus was talking about the coming of the kingdom when he mentioned those who seek to save their lives will lose it.