Jesus has in the past mentioned to my wife that we are both victim souls. Since May 2019 when the messages began my wife and I suffered two periods of suffering at the same time and with the same intensity. These bouts of suffering were very difficult as this experience was new to us both. We resisted rather than be accepting of Gods will.
Over the last few days this suffering has returned with burning intensity; I am going through this alone this time. The way I would describe it is like one is burning internally in fires of purgatory. Every part of me feels on fire. You wouldn’t outwardly suspect that I am suffering but it’s unbearable enough to want to pull my hair out. I find myself crying during The Rosary but it’s a warm soothing crying with tears gently falling.
Jesus mentioned to my wife in the past how the saints of old ‘relished’ suffering as they knew it would help God save souls. I find the more I resist the pain the worse it gets. If I accept with relish and offer it up it feels more manageable. Rejection Of the suffering is turning away from Gods will.
More lately Our Lady has been giving my wife messages after The Rosary. I have noticed other prophets have been receiving more messages from Our Lady. This could mean we are approaching a decisive time where Our Lady will be more active. Our Lady spoke to my wife the other night giving me advice to accept my portion of pain that God has given me and to not run away from my life.